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Bring Me To Life-Evanescence
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LYRICS
~†~
Wicked game
- Lyrics: Chris Isaak -
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but
you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people
do
I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you
And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like
you
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
...with you
What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing you do
To make me dream of you
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
...with you
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but
you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people
do
No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like
you
I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no
Now I wanna fall in love
This world is always gonna brake your heart
Now I wanna fall in lust
This world is always gonna brake your heart
...with you
Nobody loves no-one
~†~
The heartless
Can’t you see he’s the heartless
Your pain is not love
He’s taking it too far
Don’t you know it is wrong
You’re the one for me lady
You’re the one
If you’d only see in my heart
You’d know all is not lost
Your time is running out
And you still haven’t
made up your mind
Can’t you see he’s the heartless
And you’re one of a kind
He’s the heartless, the heartless
The heartless
He’s the heartless, the heartless
The heartless
You can’t see he’s the heartless
Your pain won’t ever be love
It doesn’t matter how hard you try
To you all is lost
He’s the heartless, the heartless
The heartless
He’s the heartless, the heartless
The heartless
~†~
Our diabolikal rapture
In our diabolikal rapture we live on and on
And death keeps knocking at our doors
So we open the door
And we die a bit more
We’re in love with death and we die on and on
Won’t you close our eyes
We’ll be by your side
In your heavenly rapture we die on and on
And you keep waiting at our doors
Yes, we open the door
Let us die a bit more
We’re in love with you and we die on and on
Won’t you close our eyes
We’ll be by your side
Your love is the only thing I live for in this world
Oh how I wait for the day your heart burns
In these heavenly flames I have already scorched in
I just want you to know I’ ll always be waiting
Your love is the only thing I live for in this world
Oh how I wait for the day your heart burns
In these heavenly flames I have already scorched in
I just want you to know I’ ll always be waiting
~†~
It's all tears (drown in this love)
I’m waiting for you to drown in my love
So open your arms
I’m waiting for you to open your arms
And drown in this love
I’m waiting for you to drown in my love
So open your arms
I’m waiting for you to open your arms
And drown in this love
Open your arms and let me show you what love can be like
It’s all tears and it will be ‘til the end of your time
Come closer my love
Will you let me tear you heart apart?
Now all hope is gone so drown in this love
I’m waiting for you to drown in my love
So open your arms
I’m waiting for you to open your arms
And drown in this love
I’m waiting for you to drown in my love
So open your arms
I’m waiting for you to open your arms
And drown in this love
So my love your laughter is finally turning into tears
And you’re begging for more though the end is getting
near
come close my love
I’ ll violate you in the most sensual way… until you drown
in this
Love
I’m waiting for you to drown in my love
So open your arms
I’m waiting for you to open your arms
And drown in this love
I’m waiting for you to drown in my love
So open your arms
I’m waiting for you to open your arms
And drown in this love
I’m waiting for you to drown in my love
So open your arms
I’m waiting for you to open your arms
And drown in this love
I’m waiting for you to drown in my love
So open your arms
I’m waiting for you to open your arms
And drown in this love
So open your arms…
So drown in this love…
~†~
When love and death embrace
I’m in love with you
And it’s crushing my heart
All I want is you
To take me into your arms
When love and death embrace
I love you
And you’re crushing my heart
I need you
Please take me into your arms
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
When love and death…
When love and death…
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace (x4)
~†~
The beginning of the end
Your world is coming to it’s end
But you don’t have to be afraid
I’m here for you
Save your happiness for tomorrow
Today we’ ll drown in your tears
A drop of your blood tastes like wine
Today
Come closer my dear
It is just the beginning of the end
Yes, I’m here for you
Save your happiness for tomorrow
Today we’ ll drown in your tears
A drop of your blood tastes like wine
Today
Today
Because I love you so…
And I’m here for you
Save your happiness for tomorrow
Today we’ ll drown in your tears
A drop of your blood tastes like wine
Today
Save your happiness for tomorrow
Today we’ ll drown in your tears
A drop of your blood tastes like wine
Today
Won’t you let it rain
Let it rain
So won’t you let it rain
Let it rain
Won’t you let it rain
~†~
(Don’t fear) The Reaper
Original lyrics by Donald Roeser (Blue Öyster Cult)
All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain
We can be like they are
Come on baby
Don't fear the Reaper
Baby take my hand
Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly
Don't fear the Reaper
Baby I'm your man
Valentine is done
Here but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity
Romeo and Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday
Like Romeo and Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday
Redefine happiness
Another 40,000 coming everyday
We can be like they are
Come on baby
Don't fear the Reaper
Baby take my hand
Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly
Don't fear the Reaper
Baby I'm your man
Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear we couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew and then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid
Come on baby
And we had no fear
And we ran to him
Then we started to fly
We looked backward and said goodbye
We had become like they are
We had taken his hand
We had become like they are
~†~
For you
In the grace of your love I writhe in pain
In 666 ways I love you and I hope you feel the same
I’m for you
I’m for you
I’m killing myself for your love and again all is lost
In 777 ways I love you ‘til my death do us part
I’m for you
I’m dying for your love
I’m for you
My heaven is wherever you are
I’m for you
And I’m dying for your love
I’m for you
And my heaven is wherever you are
In 666 ways I love you
And my heaven is wherever you are
I’m for you
I am here for you
I’m for you
I am here for you
I’m for you
I am here for you
I’m for you
I am here for you
Your sweet 666
There are things you should know
The distance between us seems to grow
But you’re holding on strong
Oh how hard it’s to let go, oh so hard to let go
I’m waiting for your call and I’m ready to take your
six six six in my heart
I’m longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet
six six six in my heart
I’m losing my faith in you
You don’t want it to be true
But there’s nothing you can do
There’s nothing you can do- Yes, I’ve lost my faith in
you
I’m waiting for your call and I’m ready to take your
six six six in my heart
I’m longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet
six six six in my heart
How long we have to wait
For love is fading so slowly
I know it’s too late
Oh my god you’re so lonely
I’m waiting for your call and I’m ready to take your
six six six in my heart
I’m longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet
six six six in my heart
I’m ready for your call and I’m ready to take your six
six six in my heart
I’m longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet
six six six in my heart
In my heart
In my heart
In my heart
~†~
Poison girl
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love’s heart is death
For me and my poison girl
A prey she was for the cruelty of love
While its serpent inside crawled straight towards her
heart
The coldest kiss love ceased to exist
While we grew apart like never before
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love’s heart is death
For me and my poison girl
the fire in her eyes
grew dim and then died
as the poison inside
reached her heart
And the coldest bliss
faith ceased to exist
as we grew apart
like never before
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love’s heart is death
For me and my poison girl
And the taste of the poison on her lips is of a tomb
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love’s heart is death
For me and my poison girl
And love’s heart is death
For me and my poison girl
In this poison world
~†~
Join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
we are so young
our lives have just began
but already we’re considering
escape from this world
and we’ve waited for so long
for this moment to come
we’re so anxious to be together
together in death
Won’t you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won’t you die
Baby join me in death
Won’t you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
This world is a cruel place
and we’re here only to loose
so before life tear us apart let
death bless me with you
Won’t you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won’t you die
Baby join me in death
Won’t you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
this life ain’t worth living
this life ain’t worth living
this life ain’t worth living
this life ain’t worth living
Won’t you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won’t you die
Baby join me in death
Won’t you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
~†~
Right here in my arms
She is smiling like heaven is down on earth
Sun is shining so bright on her
And all her wishes have finally come true
And her heart is weeping
This happiness is killing her
She’ll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She’ll be right here in these arms
She can’t let go
She’ll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She’ll be right here in these arms
She can’t let go
So hard she’s trying
But her heart won’t turn to stone… oh no
She keeps on crying
But I won’t leave her alone
She’ll never be alone
She’ll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She’ll be right here in these arms
She can’t let go
She’ll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She’ll be right here in these arms
She can’t let go
And she’ll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She’ll be right here in these arms
She can’t let go
(Chorus x3)
~†~
Bury me deep inside your heart
Let me wake up in your arms
Hear you say it's not alright
Let me be so dead and gone
So far away from life
Close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, just you
Let me never see the sun
And never see your smile
Let us be so dead and so gone
So far away from life
Just close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
That's the way it's always been
My heart stops beating only for you Baby
Only for your loving
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
~†~
Wicked game
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but
you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people
do
I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you
And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like
you
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
...with you
What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing you do
To make me dream of you
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
...with you
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but
you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people
do
No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like
you
I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no
Now I wanna fall in love
This world is always gonna brake your heart
Now I wanna fall in lust
This world is always gonna brake your heart
...with you
Nobody loves no-one
~†~
I love you
I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more I love you
Can't you see my darling
That the harder I try
The more we grow apart
Please believe me
The sweeter the kiss
The colder turn your arms
And the colder grows your heart
And baby more I love you
I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more I love you
I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more I love you
And you're in my heart my darling
The closer I get
The more you're out of love
Don't you feel it
The colder your touch
The more it turns me on
And the faster beats my heart
And baby more I love you
I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more I love you
I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more I love you
I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more I love you
I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more I love you
~†~
Gone with the sin
I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you’re losing your life
Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You’re gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
You’re gone with the sin my Darling
I adore the despair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way you’re running out of life
Ohohohohoh my baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You’re gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
You’re gone with the sin my Darling
Ohohohohoh my baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You’re gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
You’re gone with the sin my Darling
~†~
Razorblade kiss
I taste death in every kiss we share
Every sundown seems to be the last we have
Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end
I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's
hurting
Every time we touch we get closer to heaven
And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven
Uh.uh
You on my skin this must be the end
The only way you can love me
it’s to hurt me again
And again
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Oh the taste from your lips, my Darling
Taste from your lips, oh my Love
Only inside I'm free
I'm tired of waiting
You've got to let me dream
Inside Baby
I'm not afraid to feel
I want your to love me
Cause you are the one
Cause you are the one
Cause you are the one
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
~†~
Resurrection
There was a time when I could breath my life into you
One by one your pale fingers started to move
I touched your face and all life was erased
You smiled like an angel fallen from grace
We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched
And keep begging for more of this resurrection
We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched
And keep begging for more of this resurrection
You kissed my lips and with those once cold fingertips
You reached out for me and you missed
You touched my face and all life was erased
You smiled like an angel fallen from grace
We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched
And keep begging for more of this resurrection
We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched
And keep begging for more of this resurrection
Of this resurrection
Of this resurrection
Of this resurrection
We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched
And keep begging for more of this resurrection
We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched
And keep begging for more of this resurrection
Of this resurrection, my darling
Of this resurrection
Of this resurrection
~†~
Death is in love with us
I know it hurts too much
I know that you're scared
I know you're running out of trust
Wishing you were dead
In your misery
You're not alone
So come share your tears with me
And witness it all go wrong
I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts
41+66.6 = our loss
We're breathing only to fade away
We're running just to get caught
What love's lies blessed
What love's light cursed
Just fear for the best
And hope for our worst
I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh
oh
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts
Death's in love with us oh oh
The Reaper holds our hearts oh oh
Death's in love with us oh oh
And the Reaper holds our hearts oh oh
I know it and I feel it
Just as well as you do, Honey
It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh
oh
It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts
~†~
Heaven tonight
I hold your hand in mine
I hold your hand and you're so lonely
Oh so lonely
Your eyes have lost their light
Your eyes have lost their light and you're empty
Oh my God you're so empty
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
Trying to find the heart you hide
Trying to find the heart you hide in vain
Oh in vain
And you're my haven in life
And you're my haven in death, Baby
Life and Death my Darling
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
(x2)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
Bonus tracks:
Sigillum Diaboli
I can't see as I'm facing your pityful lies
Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load
of life
I'm your christ to die on you
I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well
as I do
Oh
I can't see through your eyes, bring your tears on
me
I will leave the body for your shoulder you just
have to killing
I'm your christ to die on you
I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well
as I do
Oh as well as I do
Oh as well as I do
Just as well as I do
Oh as well as I do
Oh as well as I do
So I'm your christ to die on you
I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well
as I do
So I'm your christ to die on you
I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well
as I do
Oh, so you've come from above
And you say you want to
And I kill myself for your love
I'm killing myself for you, yes you
I can't see as I face your pityful lies
Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load
of life
I'm your christ to die on you
I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well
as I do
Yes you do
Yes you do, my Darling
Yes you do..oh
Yes you do, oh my Love
~†~
One last time
Is it so hard to believe our hearts
Are made to be broken by love
That in constant dying lies
The beauty of it all
My darling won't you feel
The sweet heaven in
Our endless cry
Oh at least you could try
For this one last time
Ever amazed how bright are the flames
We are burning in
Ever smiled at the tragedies
We hold inside
My darling won't you cherish
The fear of life that keeps
You and me so alive
Oh at least you could try
For this one last time
It could be alright
For this one last time
Oh at least you could try
(and we just will be closer)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(don't let us grow colder)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)
~†~
The 9th Circle
Is it so hard to believe the hearts are made to be
broken
Can't you see that the beauty of love lies in
constant times
Don't you want our hearts to be torn wide open
Won't you feel the heaven in our endless cry
Oh at least you could try
Let me just to be closer
For this one last time
Let me fall into your arms
It could be alright
Don't let us grow any colder
For this one last time
Let me close to your heart
Ever amazed how bright are the flames we are
burning in
Ever smiled of the tragedies we have locked deep
inside
Aren't you obsessed by our hand was on the verge
of beginning
Won't you cherish your fear of life that keeps us
alive
Oh at least you could try
Let me just to be closer
For this one last time
Let me fall into your arms
It could be alright
Don't let us grow any colder
For this one last time
Let me close to your heart
Let me just to be closer
Won't you let me be closer
Just to let us be closer
oh, my Baby
oh
You gotta let it closer
Baby, let me closer
Won't you let it come closer
My Darling
Oh at least you could try
Let me just to be closer
For this one last time
Let me fall into your arms
It could be alright
Don't let us grow any colder
For this one last time
Let me close to your heart
Oh at least you could try
Let me just to be closer
For this one last time
Let me fall into your arms
It could be alright
Don't let us grow any colder
For this one last time
Let me close to your heart
Let me close to your heart
Baby, let me close to your heart
Let me close to your heart
Baby, let me close to your heart
Salt in our wounds
Here we are
In the maelstrom of love
Waiting for the calm
To soothe our hearts
Here we are
And don’t know how to stop
Waiting for the war
To end it all
Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It’s our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds
Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It’s our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds
Here we are
Right back where we began
Waiting for sweet love
With open arms
Here we are
Just like before
Waiting for the warmth
Of that tender storm
Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It’s our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds
(x4)
~†~
Heartache every moment
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I’m lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so worn
Oh it’s heartache every moment
From the start ‘til the end
It’s heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It’s heartache every moment
Baby with you
We sense the danger
But don’t wanna give up
There’s no smile of an angel
Without the wrath of god
Oh it’s heartache every moment
From the start ‘til the end
It’s heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It’s heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don’t wanna give up
Oh it’s heartache every moment
From the start ‘til the end
It’s heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It’s heartache every moment with you
That’s right
~†~
Lose You Tonight
Don’t run away
Cause I can’t live without you
Please stay
And I learn to love you right
Cause I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I’ve been crying for you
Die for you all this time
Cause I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I’m not going to
Lose you tonight
Don’t run away
I never wanted to hide you
Please stay
And I learn to treat you right
Cause I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I’ve been crying for you
Die for you all this time
Cause I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I’m no going to
Lose you tonight
Cause I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I’ve been crying for you
Die for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I’m not going to
Lose you tonight
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I’ve been crying for you
Die for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I’m not going to
Lose you tonight
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
I’ve been crying for you
Die for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
I’ve been crying for you
Die for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
~†~
In Joy and Sorrow
Oh girl we are the same
We are young and lost and so afraid
There’s no cure for the pain
No shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail
In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms
In world so hollow
It’s breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms
In world so hollow
It’s breaking my heart
Oh girl we are the same
We are strong and blessed and so brave
With souls to be saved
And faith regained
All our tears wipe away
In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms
In world so hollow
It’s breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms
In world so hollow
It’s breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms
In world so hollow
It’s breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms
In world so hollow
It’s breaking my heart
And my home’s in your arms
And it’s breaking my heart
My home’s in your arms
And it’s breaking my heart
~†~
Pretending
Love is a flame that can’t be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my Darling
We are not the ones to blame
Trust is a world all lovers know
The glorious art of staining souls, my Darling
We are not the ones to blame
The more we have the more we want
And the more it hurts our hearts, my Baby
It always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
When doubts arise the game begins
The one we will never win, my Baby
It always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
Love is a flame that can’t be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my Darling
We are not the ones to blame
~†~
Close To The Flame
The kiss sweetest
And touch so warm
The smile kindest
In this world so cold and strong
So close to the flame
Burning brightly
It won’t fade away
And leave us lonely
The arms safest
And words all good
The faith deepest
In this world so cold and cruel
So close to the flame
Burning brightly
It won’t fade away
And leave us lonely
So close to the flame
Burning brightly
Won’t fade away
Leave us lonely
Close to the flame
Burning brightly
Won’t fade away
Leave us lonely
~†~
Please Don’t Let It Go
We’re drifting apart
But I want you to know
Wherever you are I belong
Love’s singing our song
But we fail to sing along
Wherever you go I will follow
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
You try to be strong
But you’re always so alone
Whatever I do I do it wrong
Death sings our song
And we eagerly sing along
Whatever you do I adore
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause If you won’t let it I won’t let it go
So please don’t let it
Please don’ t le it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Oh no
Don’t let go of life
Let go of love
Let go of all we have
Don’t let go of trust
Let go of lust
Let go of all we share
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause If you won’t let it I won’t let it go
So please don’t let it
Please don’t le it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause If you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Please don’t let it
Please don’t le it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Oh no
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause If you won’t let it I won’t let it go
~†~
Beautiful
Just one look into your eyes
One look and I’m crying
Cause you’re so beautiful
Just one kiss and I’m alive
One kiss and I’m ready to die
Cause you’re so beautiful
Just one touch and I’m on fire
One touch and I’m crying
Cause you’re so beautiful
Just one smile and I’m wild
One smile and I’m ready to die
Cause you’re so beautiful
Oh and you’re so beautiful
My darling
Oh you’re so beautiful
You’re so beautiful
Oh my Baby
You’re so beautiful
And you’re so beautiful
Oh my Darling
Oh my Baby
And you’re so beautiful
~†~
Don’t Close Your Heart
I know how it feels to be on your own
In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone
Where you are alone
And tired of breathing
It’s all going wrong
And you just can’t stand the pain any more
You’re too numb to believe in anything
In anything
Baby just don’t close your heart
Baby just don’t close your heart
Baby just don’t close your heart
Darling don’t let me down
I know how easy it is to let go
Surrender to despair lurking at your door
To lose your soul and all your feelings
Strength all gone
And so many things left unsaid
And deeds undone
You’ve stopped caring
Cause it’s all in vain
Baby just don’t close your heart
Baby just don’t close your heart
Baby just don’t close your heart
Darling don’t let me down
You are so alone
And tired of breathing
It’s all going wrong
And you just can’t stand the pain
Baby just don’t close your heart
Baby just don’t close your heart
Baby just don’t close your heart
Darling don’t let me down
Don’t let me down
Don’t let me down
Just don’t let me down
~†~
Love You Like I Do
On my heart I’ll bear the shame
No prayer can ease the pain
No one will love you
No one will love you the way I do
No one will love you
Love you like I do
And there’s no escape
Just countless mistakes
No one will love you
No one will love you the way I do
No one will love you
Love you like I do
It will never be the same
Witness trust fade away
No one will love you
No one will love you the way I do
No one will love you
Love you like I do
No one will love you
No one will love you the way I do
No one will love you
Love you like I do
Love you like I do
Love you like I do
Love you like I do
Love you like I do
Buried Alive by Love
Again the burden of losing rest
Upon my shoulders
And its weight seems unbearable
Your tomb is where your heart is,
I should have told her
But within me hid a secret so terrible
To cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murder,
And fed the gods of war insatiable
Your home is where the dark is, I should have told her
And embraced the fire indestructible
To die is to know that you're alive
And my river of blood won't run dry
I never wanted to lose you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
Oh, it seems to cry is to know that you're alive
And my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And a desert since all has gone
A cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
Buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
~†~
The Funeral of Hearts
Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom
The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale
Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom
The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame
The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why
Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom
The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
~†~
Beyond Redemption
Oh I see your scars I know where they from
So sensually carved and bleeding until you're dead and gone
I've seen it all before beauty and splendour torn
It's when heaven turns to black and hell to white
Right's so wrong and wrong's so right
Now
Feel it turning your heart into stone
Feel it piercing your courageous soul
You're beyond redemption
And no one's is going to catch you when you fall
Oh I see you crawl you can barely walk
And arms wide open you keep on begging for more
I've been there before knocking on the same door
It's when hate turns to love and love to hate
Faith to doubt and doubt to faith
Now
Feel it turning your heart into stone
Feel it piercing your courageous soul
You're beyond redemption
And no one's is going to catch you when you fall
~†~
Sweet Pandemonium
Today tomorrow seems so far away
And the wait in vain, yeah
So safe, in the blinding light of love unchained
In yesterday's grave, yeah
The truth that could set souls free
Is buried within sweet pandemonium
Concealed by disbelief
The riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium
Afraid that everything remains unchanged
In this fragile dream, yeah
Ashamed of the shattered remains
Of promises made, yeah
The truth that could set souls free
Is buried within sweet pandemonium
Concealed by disbelief
The riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium
Drained by the anger and grief
Fazed by the envy and greed
The secret cries for a release
The lucidity hidden deep in sweet pandemonium
The truth that could set souls free
Is buried within sweet pandemonium
Concealed by disbelief
The riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium
~†~
Soul on Fire
There's a flame that leads all souls astray
No one's safe from its tender touch of pain
And every day it's looking for new slaves
To celebrate the beauty of the grave
We are like the living dead
Sacrificing all we have
For a frozen heart and a soul on fire
We are like the living dead
Craving for deliverance
With a frozen heart and a soul on fire
Again we're falling for disgrace
And hate will shelter us from the rain
We are enslaved by the sacred heart of shame
And gently raped by the light of day
We are like the living dead
Sacrificing all we have
For a frozen heart and a soul on fire
We are like the living dead
Craving for deliverance
With a frozen heart and a soul on fire
Addicted to our divine despair
The venom of the cross we bear
The guilt will follow us to death
We are like the living dead
Sacrificing all we have
For a frozen heart and a soul on fire
We are like the living dead
Craving for deliverance
With a frozen heart and a soul on fire
With a soul on
Soul on
Soul on
Fire
Soul on fire (x2)
~†~
The Sacrament
I hear you breathe so far from me
I feel your touch so close and real
And I know
My church is not of silver and gold,
Its glory lies beyond judgement of souls
The commandments are of consolation and warmth
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
I hear you weep so far from here
I taste your tears like you're next to me
And I know
My weak prayers are not enough to heal
Oh the ancient wounds so deep and so dear
The revelation is of hatred and fear
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
~†~
This Fortress of Tears
No one can hurt you now
In this haven safe and sound
No one can save you now
From this grace you are drowning in
Just hold your breath on your way down
This fortress of tears
I've built from my fears - for you
This fortress won't fall
I've built it strong - for you
No one can free you now
From the chains around your heart
Don't be afraid now
Just dive in this emptiness
And hold your breath on your way down
This fortress of tears
I've built from my fears - for you
This fortress won't fall
I've built it strong - for you
No one can hurt you now
In this haven safe and sound
Just hold your breath on your way down
This fortress of tears
I've built from my fears - for you
This fortress won't fall
I've built it strong - for you
This fortress of tears
I've built from my fears - for you
Believe me
This fortress won't fall
I've built it strong - for you
~†~
Circle of Fear
Heartache's knocking on her door
Shadows dance outside her window
Tears keep falling on the floor
As the world around her crumbles
If you wanna save her
Then first you'll have to save yourself
If you wanna free her from the hurt
Don't do it with your pain
If you wanna see her smile again
Don't show her you're afraid
'Cause your circle of fear is the same
Love can be as cold as grave
A one way ticket to endless sorrow
An empire of gentle hate
Today without tomorrow
If you wanna save her
Then first you'll have to save yourself
If you wanna free her from the hurt
Don't do it with your pain
If you wanna see her smile again
Don't show her you're afraid
'Cause your circle of fear is the same
It's the circle of regret
The circle of hate
The circle of death
Your circle of fear is the same
Your circle of fear is the same
If you wanna save her
Then first you'll have to save yourself
If you wanna free her from the hurt
Don't do it with your pain
If you wanna see her smile again
Don't show her you're afraid
'Cause your circle of fear is the same
Your circle of fear is the same (x4)
~†~
Endless Dark
Softly the light shines in through
Gates of grace on me and you
Deceiving our restless hearts
A flickering flame so serene
Devours the night so we could see
The fear we hold on to so strong
But I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
Endless dark
This endless dark
Lonely the light shines on you
Through the gates of fire entombed
Feeding on your love
Weak is the blaze that kept me away
From cruelty and tenderness embraced
Saving my soul no more
And I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
Endless dark
This endless dark
And I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
That heal all wounds
Heal all wounds
Heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
That shine on you and tame your burning heart
That bury my truth right into your arms
That worship the tomb of our forlorn love
That heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
That heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
(x4)
~†~
The path
There is no turning back from this unending path of mine
serpentine and black it stands before my eyes
to hell and back it will lead me once more
it's all I have as I stumble in and out of grace
I walk through the gardens of dying lights
and cross all rivers deep and dark as the night
searching for reasons why time would’ve passed us by
With every step I take the less I know myself
and every vow I break on my way towards your heart
countless times I've prayed for forgiveness
but Gods just laugh at my face
and this path remains
leading me into solitude’s arms
I see through the darkness my way back home
the journey seems endless but I'll carry on
the shadows will rise and day will fall
and a night drowns in dawn
Amidst all the tears there is a smile
that all angels greet with an envious song
one look into stranger’s eyes
and I know where I belong
I walk through the gardens of dying lights
and cross all rivers deep and dark as the night
searching for reasons why time would’ve passed us by
I see through the darkness my way back home
the journey seems endless but I'll carry on
the shadows will rise and day will fall
and a night drowns in dawn
the shadows will rise and day will fall
and a night drowns in dawn
~†~
Bonus track:
Love's requiem
Confusion writhes around our hearts impatiently
It drains the faith that lights the dark and sets us free
From the chains of our war and the pain we once called love
The poison of doubt enslaves our minds and we bleed
We abandon the trust that kept us blind and disappear
Under the crimson wings of hate where the lost are safe
until they love again
The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there
And that hope will be our Love’s requiem
We pray to the serpent of delight desperately
The questions are answered and we try not to weep
Until we are sure
We’re suffering for
Love
In the dungeon of our dreams
We’re so weak
The promise made to be broken still
Haunts our sleep
We won’t open our eyes
Afraid we would die for love
Again
The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there
And that hope will be our Love’s requiem
The salvation we seek will be waiting us there
In the heart of darkness lonely and scared
With a promise of death for our love
For our love
And now that we’re free
From the chains of our dear love
I’m lost - so lost
The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there
And that hope will be our Love’s requiem
Take me into your arms
And sing me your beautiful song
Hold me until we’re one
And sing me your beautiful song
The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there
And that hope will be our Love’s requiem
Rebel yell
(Composed by Billy Idol)
Last night a little dancer came dancin' to my door
Last night my little angel came pumpin' on the
floor
She said, come on, baby, I got a license for love
And if it expires, pray help from above
Because in the midnight hour, she cried more,
more, more
With a rebel yell, she cried more, more, more
In the midnight hour, babe, more, more, more
With a rebel yell, she cried more, more, more
more, more, more
She don't like slavery, she won't sit and beg
But when I'm tired and lonely, she sees me to bed
What set you free and brought you to me, babe
What set you free, I need you here by me
Chorus
He lives in his own heaven
Collects it to go from the 7-11
Well, he's out all night to collect a fare
Just so long, just so long it don't mess up his
hair
I walked the walls for you babe
A thousand miles for you
I dried your tears of pain
666 times for you
I'd sell my soul for you, babe
For money to burn just for you
I'd give you all and have none, babe
Just-a just-a just-a just-a to have you here by me
Chorus
~†~
Dark Sekret Love
For a moment the world turns its back
and you let me come closer
though the hearts were filled with fear
for this dark secret love
O let the world turn its back
and please let me come closer
though the hearts filled with fear
for this love
Our 666 has got a name
we burn in its flames again and again
what is it our dark secret love?
Set me as a seal upon thine heart,
as a seal upon thine arm,
for love is strong as death
and jealousy is cruel as the grave.
The coals thereof are coals of fire,
which hath a most blazing flame.
I love you - I love you
For a moment the world turns its back
and you let me come closer
though the hearts touched with joy
Our 666 has got a name
we burn in its flames again and again
what is it our dark secret love?
Our 666 has got a name
we burn in its flames again and again
what is it our dark secret love?
~†~
"I've crossed oceans of wine to find you"
There was a time when I could breath my life into
you
One by one your pale fingers started to move
And I touched your face and all death was erased
And you smiled like an angel falling from heaven
Just to be lift up again
And you kissed my lips with those once cold
fingertips
You run me back to life and all things come to an
end
We don't have to pretend slowly we fall asleep
And never wake up again
We're so Christ like
We're so lifelike
Then a Christ
We're so alive
We're so lifelike
Then a Christ
In the grace of this love
We rise in pain and death is not far away
And soon we'll sleep and never wake up again
There was a time when I could breath my life into
you
And all's been come to an end
We don't have to pretend slowly we fall asleep
We're Christ like
So lifelike
Then a Christ
We're so lifelike
So Christ like
Then a Christ
~†~
Again
I've seen
You turned your back on life again
And I've been here
Your stumbling down worked smooth again
And I feel
Despair kissing our lips again
And I feel
Despair holding our hearts again yeah
Will you see
Me cry behind your back again
Will you hear
My heart beat's slow and down again
And I feel
Despair kissing our lips again
And I feel
Despair holding our hearts again
I feel
Despair kissing our lips again
And I feel
Despair holding our hearts again yeah
Oh baby yes I feel
Despair kissing our lips again
And I feel
Despair holding our hearts again
And I feel
Despair kissing our lips again
And I feel
Despair holding our hearts again yeah
Despair holding our hearts again oho
That's right
Yeah
And Love Said No
Love's light blue led me to you
Through the emptiness that had become my home
Love's lies cruel introduced me to you
And that moment I knew that I was out of hope
Kill me, I begged and love said no
Leave me for dead and let me go
Kill me, I cried and love said no
Love's icy tomb dag open for you
Lies in a cemetery that bears my name
Love's violent tune from me to you
Rips your heart out and leaves you bleeding
With a smile on your face
Kill me, I begged and love said no
Leave me for dead and let me go
Kill me, I cried and love said no
Love's light blue took me from you
And that moment I knew I was out of hope...again
~†~
Solitary Man
(Composed by Neil Diamond)
Belinda was mine 'til the time
That I found her holdin' Jim and lovin' him
Then Sue came along
Loved me strong
That's what I thought
But me and Sue
That died too
Don't know that I will
But until I can find me
A girl who'll stay and
Won't play games behind me
I'll be what I am
A solitary man
A solitary man
I've had it to here being where love's a small world
A part time thing, a paper ring
I know it's been done
Havin' one girl who loves you
Right or wrong
Weak or strong
Don't know that I will
But until I can find me
A girl who'll stay and
Won't play games behind me
I'll be what I am
A solitary man
A solitary man
A solitary man
A solitary man
(x3)
Borellus
(Demo 1993)
Essential salts of animals may
Be so prepared and preserved
That an ingenious man
May have the whole Ark of Noah in his own
Study and raise the fine shape of an animal
Out of its ashes at his pleasures
Ahhh Ahhh
Oh
Unhappy is he to whom the memories of childhood
Bring only fear and sadness
Oho yes lovely
Wretched
is he who looks back upon lone hours
In vast and dismal chambers
With brown hangings
And maddening rows of antique books
Watch them in twilight groves
Oh in twilight groves
Oh in twilight groves
Ah
By method from the essential salts
Of human dust
A philosopher may call up the shape
Of any dead ancestor
From the dust where into his body
has been incinerated incinerated incinerated
You're under pressure baby
Christ has returned
He's returning in every newborn child
In every newborn child
In every newborn child
Essentials salts of animals may
Be so prepared and preserved
That an ingenious man
May have the whole Ark of Noah in his own
Study and raise the fine shape of an animal
Out of its ashes at his pleasures
You're under pressure baby
Christ has returned
He's returning in every newborn child
You're under pressure baby
Christ has returned
He's returning in every newborn child
In every newborn child
~†~
Hand of Doom
(Lyrics: Black Sabbath)
-From the single The Funeral of Hearts-
What you gonna do? Time's caught up with you
Now you wait your turn, you know there's no return
Take your written rules, you join the other fools
Turn to something new, now it's killing you
First it was the bomb, Vietnam napalm
Disillusioning, you push the needle in
From life you escape, reality's that way
Colours in your mind satisfy your time
Oh you, you know you must be blind
To do something like this
To take the sleep that you don't know
You're giving Death a kiss,
Oh, little fool now
Your mind is full of pleasure
Your body's looking ill
To you it's shallow leisure
So drop the acid pill, don't stop to think now
You're having a good time baby
But that won't last
Your mind's all full of things
You're living too fast
go out enjoy yourself
Don't bottle it in
You need someone to help you
To stick the needle in, yeah
Now you know the scene, your skin starts turning green
Your eyes no longer seeing life's reality
Push the needle in, face death's sickly grin
Holes are in your skin, caused by deadly pin
Head starts spinning 'round, you fall down to the ground
Feel your body heave, Death's hands starts to weave
It's too late to turn, you don't want to learn
Price of life you cry, now you're gonna die!
Site Created:May/08/2005
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SISTERS/AFFILATES
Hello this is ruth ok great news i i got 2 sisters now right now ill add one sister well affilate ..but the other one will be cooming as soon as i create my re-madoll for my site for now ill put this one greataffilate i have still not finished with some stuff on my website as you can see ive been modyfing and there will be new codes cooming really soon! p.s. sign my guest book o yeah and theres my affilate's link button click there to see her cool ass site!
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