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Hey this is Ruth the owner of this site im gonna be putting new layouts soon!!! you can request a layout to me by e-mailing me just go to credits and click on the one that says "site © RUTH M." and you can e-mail it to me also im gonna put some music codes you can request a song and i would gladly help you oh yaeh and i've just added an html helper and that's about it-Ruth

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note some graphics are made by Blue-Tear and some of the links are websites owned by other people. We thank them for their wonderful work! A LITTLE 'TIP' FOR HTML DUMMIES After clogging up your profile with html codes layouts-designer suggest you save your work into notepad or wordpad in case. A little mistake in your html work can easy delete your whole profile codes! People have been complaining about this. It is totally not Blue-Tear's fault that codes are typed/spelled wrong. We double checked and made sure ALL CODES ARE CORRECT. It is the coders fault for rearranging the code wrong. WE here at Blue-Tear's/layoutsdesighner put a lot of effort into everything we do, and we put our confidence in you guys that you will not abuse the privelege of using our work.so please + do not remove the credits we marked in the layouts, codes or graphics + do not reconfigure the html in any possible way (if you mess anything up we are not responsible in fixing it)thank you-Ruth

SONG OF THE WEEK

Bring Me To Life-Evanescence

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Hey yall ive got these music codes for yall enjoy just copy and paste it anywhare on your webby.-Ruth

LYRICS

~†~ Wicked game - Lyrics: Chris Isaak - The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ...with you What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ...with you The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no Now I wanna fall in love This world is always gonna brake your heart Now I wanna fall in lust This world is always gonna brake your heart ...with you Nobody loves no-one ~†~ The heartless Can’t you see he’s the heartless Your pain is not love He’s taking it too far Don’t you know it is wrong You’re the one for me lady You’re the one If you’d only see in my heart You’d know all is not lost Your time is running out And you still haven’t made up your mind Can’t you see he’s the heartless And you’re one of a kind He’s the heartless, the heartless The heartless He’s the heartless, the heartless The heartless You can’t see he’s the heartless Your pain won’t ever be love It doesn’t matter how hard you try To you all is lost He’s the heartless, the heartless The heartless He’s the heartless, the heartless The heartless ~†~ Our diabolikal rapture In our diabolikal rapture we live on and on And death keeps knocking at our doors So we open the door And we die a bit more We’re in love with death and we die on and on Won’t you close our eyes We’ll be by your side In your heavenly rapture we die on and on And you keep waiting at our doors Yes, we open the door Let us die a bit more We’re in love with you and we die on and on Won’t you close our eyes We’ll be by your side Your love is the only thing I live for in this world Oh how I wait for the day your heart burns In these heavenly flames I have already scorched in I just want you to know I’ ll always be waiting Your love is the only thing I live for in this world Oh how I wait for the day your heart burns In these heavenly flames I have already scorched in I just want you to know I’ ll always be waiting ~†~ It's all tears (drown in this love) I’m waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I’m waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I’m waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I’m waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love Open your arms and let me show you what love can be like It’s all tears and it will be ‘til the end of your time Come closer my love Will you let me tear you heart apart? Now all hope is gone so drown in this love I’m waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I’m waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I’m waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I’m waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love So my love your laughter is finally turning into tears And you’re begging for more though the end is getting near come close my love I’ ll violate you in the most sensual way… until you drown in this Love I’m waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I’m waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I’m waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I’m waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I’m waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I’m waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love I’m waiting for you to drown in my love So open your arms I’m waiting for you to open your arms And drown in this love So open your arms… So drown in this love… ~†~ When love and death embrace I’m in love with you And it’s crushing my heart All I want is you To take me into your arms When love and death embrace I love you And you’re crushing my heart I need you Please take me into your arms When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death… When love and death… When love and death embrace When love and death embrace (x4) ~†~ The beginning of the end Your world is coming to it’s end But you don’t have to be afraid I’m here for you Save your happiness for tomorrow Today we’ ll drown in your tears A drop of your blood tastes like wine Today Come closer my dear It is just the beginning of the end Yes, I’m here for you Save your happiness for tomorrow Today we’ ll drown in your tears A drop of your blood tastes like wine Today Today Because I love you so… And I’m here for you Save your happiness for tomorrow Today we’ ll drown in your tears A drop of your blood tastes like wine Today Save your happiness for tomorrow Today we’ ll drown in your tears A drop of your blood tastes like wine Today Won’t you let it rain Let it rain So won’t you let it rain Let it rain Won’t you let it rain ~†~ (Don’t fear) The Reaper Original lyrics by Donald Roeser (Blue Öyster Cult) All our times have come Here but now they're gone Seasons don't fear the reaper Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain We can be like they are Come on baby Don't fear the Reaper Baby take my hand Don't fear the Reaper We'll be able to fly Don't fear the Reaper Baby I'm your man Valentine is done Here but now they're gone Romeo and Juliet Are together in eternity Romeo and Juliet 40,000 men and women everyday Like Romeo and Juliet 40,000 men and women everyday Redefine happiness Another 40,000 coming everyday We can be like they are Come on baby Don't fear the Reaper Baby take my hand Don't fear the Reaper We'll be able to fly Don't fear the Reaper Baby I'm your man Love of two is one Here but now they're gone Came the last night of sadness And it was clear we couldn't go on Then the door was open and the wind appeared The candles blew and then disappeared The curtains flew and then he appeared Saying don't be afraid Come on baby And we had no fear And we ran to him Then we started to fly We looked backward and said goodbye We had become like they are We had taken his hand We had become like they are ~†~ For you In the grace of your love I writhe in pain In 666 ways I love you and I hope you feel the same I’m for you I’m for you I’m killing myself for your love and again all is lost In 777 ways I love you ‘til my death do us part I’m for you I’m dying for your love I’m for you My heaven is wherever you are I’m for you And I’m dying for your love I’m for you And my heaven is wherever you are In 666 ways I love you And my heaven is wherever you are I’m for you I am here for you I’m for you I am here for you I’m for you I am here for you I’m for you I am here for you Your sweet 666 There are things you should know The distance between us seems to grow But you’re holding on strong Oh how hard it’s to let go, oh so hard to let go I’m waiting for your call and I’m ready to take your six six six in my heart I’m longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet six six six in my heart I’m losing my faith in you You don’t want it to be true But there’s nothing you can do There’s nothing you can do- Yes, I’ve lost my faith in you I’m waiting for your call and I’m ready to take your six six six in my heart I’m longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet six six six in my heart How long we have to wait For love is fading so slowly I know it’s too late Oh my god you’re so lonely I’m waiting for your call and I’m ready to take your six six six in my heart I’m longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet six six six in my heart I’m ready for your call and I’m ready to take your six six six in my heart I’m longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet six six six in my heart In my heart In my heart In my heart ~†~ Poison girl I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love’s heart is death For me and my poison girl A prey she was for the cruelty of love While its serpent inside crawled straight towards her heart The coldest kiss love ceased to exist While we grew apart like never before I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love wants us dead Just me and my poison girl I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love’s heart is death For me and my poison girl the fire in her eyes grew dim and then died as the poison inside reached her heart And the coldest bliss faith ceased to exist as we grew apart like never before I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love wants us dead Just me and my poison girl I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love’s heart is death For me and my poison girl And the taste of the poison on her lips is of a tomb I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love wants us dead Just me and my poison girl I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love’s heart is death For me and my poison girl And love’s heart is death For me and my poison girl In this poison world ~†~ Join me in death Baby join me in death Baby join me in death Baby join me in death we are so young our lives have just began but already we’re considering escape from this world and we’ve waited for so long for this moment to come we’re so anxious to be together together in death Won’t you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won’t you die Baby join me in death Won’t you die tonight for love Baby join me in death This world is a cruel place and we’re here only to loose so before life tear us apart let death bless me with you Won’t you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won’t you die Baby join me in death Won’t you die tonight for love Baby join me in death this life ain’t worth living this life ain’t worth living this life ain’t worth living this life ain’t worth living Won’t you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won’t you die Baby join me in death Won’t you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Baby join me in death ~†~ Right here in my arms She is smiling like heaven is down on earth Sun is shining so bright on her And all her wishes have finally come true And her heart is weeping This happiness is killing her She’ll be right here in my arms So in Love She’ll be right here in these arms She can’t let go She’ll be right here in my arms So in Love She’ll be right here in these arms She can’t let go So hard she’s trying But her heart won’t turn to stone… oh no She keeps on crying But I won’t leave her alone She’ll never be alone She’ll be right here in my arms So in Love She’ll be right here in these arms She can’t let go She’ll be right here in my arms So in Love She’ll be right here in these arms She can’t let go And she’ll be right here in my arms So in Love She’ll be right here in these arms She can’t let go (Chorus x3) ~†~ Bury me deep inside your heart Let me wake up in your arms Hear you say it's not alright Let me be so dead and gone So far away from life Close my eyes Hold me tight And bury me deep inside your heart All I ever wanted was you, my love You...all I ever wanted is you, my love You're all I ever wanted, just you Let me never see the sun And never see your smile Let us be so dead and so gone So far away from life Just close my eyes Hold me tight And bury me deep inside your heart All I ever wanted was you, my love You...all I ever wanted is you, my love You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love You're all I ever wanted, you, my love That's the way it's always been My heart stops beating only for you Baby Only for your loving All I ever wanted was you, my love You...all I ever wanted is you, my love You're all I ever wanted, you, my love You're all I ever wanted, you, my love ~†~ Wicked game The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ...with you What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ...with you The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no Now I wanna fall in love This world is always gonna brake your heart Now I wanna fall in lust This world is always gonna brake your heart ...with you Nobody loves no-one ~†~ I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you Can't you see my darling That the harder I try The more we grow apart Please believe me The sweeter the kiss The colder turn your arms And the colder grows your heart And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you And you're in my heart my darling The closer I get The more you're out of love Don't you feel it The colder your touch The more it turns me on And the faster beats my heart And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you ~†~ Gone with the sin I love your skin oh so white I love your touch cold as ice And I love every single tear you cry I just love the way you’re losing your life Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart You’re gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are You’re gone with the sin my Darling I adore the despair in your eyes I worship your lips once red as wine I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine I just love the way you’re running out of life Ohohohohoh my baby, how beautiful you are Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart You’re gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are You’re gone with the sin my Darling Ohohohohoh my baby, how beautiful you are Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart You’re gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are You’re gone with the sin my Darling ~†~ Razorblade kiss I taste death in every kiss we share Every sundown seems to be the last we have Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurting Every time we touch we get closer to heaven And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven Uh.uh You on my skin this must be the end The only way you can love me it’s to hurt me again And again Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Oh the taste from your lips, my Darling Taste from your lips, oh my Love Only inside I'm free I'm tired of waiting You've got to let me dream Inside Baby I'm not afraid to feel I want your to love me Cause you are the one Cause you are the one Cause you are the one Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips ~†~ Resurrection There was a time when I could breath my life into you One by one your pale fingers started to move I touched your face and all life was erased You smiled like an angel fallen from grace We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched And keep begging for more of this resurrection We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched And keep begging for more of this resurrection You kissed my lips and with those once cold fingertips You reached out for me and you missed You touched my face and all life was erased You smiled like an angel fallen from grace We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched And keep begging for more of this resurrection We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched And keep begging for more of this resurrection Of this resurrection Of this resurrection Of this resurrection We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched And keep begging for more of this resurrection We’ve been slaves to this love from the moment we touched And keep begging for more of this resurrection Of this resurrection, my darling Of this resurrection Of this resurrection ~†~ Death is in love with us I know it hurts too much I know that you're scared I know you're running out of trust Wishing you were dead In your misery You're not alone So come share your tears with me And witness it all go wrong I know it and I feel it Just as well as you do, Honey It's not our fault if death's in love with us It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts 41+66.6 = our loss We're breathing only to fade away We're running just to get caught What love's lies blessed What love's light cursed Just fear for the best And hope for our worst I know it and I feel it Just as well as you do, Honey It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh oh It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts Death's in love with us oh oh The Reaper holds our hearts oh oh Death's in love with us oh oh And the Reaper holds our hearts oh oh I know it and I feel it Just as well as you do, Honey It's not our fault if death's in love with us oh oh It's not our fault if the reaper holds our hearts ~†~ Heaven tonight I hold your hand in mine I hold your hand and you're so lonely Oh so lonely Your eyes have lost their light Your eyes have lost their light and you're empty Oh my God you're so empty (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) Trying to find the heart you hide Trying to find the heart you hide in vain Oh in vain And you're my haven in life And you're my haven in death, Baby Life and Death my Darling (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) (x2) That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you) Bonus tracks: Sigillum Diaboli I can't see as I'm facing your pityful lies Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of life I'm your christ to die on you I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I do Oh I can't see through your eyes, bring your tears on me I will leave the body for your shoulder you just have to killing I'm your christ to die on you I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I do Oh as well as I do Oh as well as I do Just as well as I do Oh as well as I do Oh as well as I do So I'm your christ to die on you I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I do So I'm your christ to die on you I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I do Oh, so you've come from above And you say you want to And I kill myself for your love I'm killing myself for you, yes you I can't see as I face your pityful lies Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of life I'm your christ to die on you I just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I do Yes you do Yes you do, my Darling Yes you do..oh Yes you do, oh my Love ~†~ One last time Is it so hard to believe our hearts Are made to be broken by love That in constant dying lies The beauty of it all My darling won't you feel The sweet heaven in Our endless cry Oh at least you could try For this one last time Ever amazed how bright are the flames We are burning in Ever smiled at the tragedies We hold inside My darling won't you cherish The fear of life that keeps You and me so alive Oh at least you could try For this one last time It could be alright For this one last time Oh at least you could try (and we just will be closer) For this one last time (let me fall into your arms) It could be alright (don't let us grow colder) For this one last time (let me close to your heart) ~†~ The 9th Circle Is it so hard to believe the hearts are made to be broken Can't you see that the beauty of love lies in constant times Don't you want our hearts to be torn wide open Won't you feel the heaven in our endless cry Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Ever amazed how bright are the flames we are burning in Ever smiled of the tragedies we have locked deep inside Aren't you obsessed by our hand was on the verge of beginning Won't you cherish your fear of life that keeps us alive Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Let me just to be closer Won't you let me be closer Just to let us be closer oh, my Baby oh You gotta let it closer Baby, let me closer Won't you let it come closer My Darling Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Let me close to your heart Baby, let me close to your heart Let me close to your heart Baby, let me close to your heart Salt in our wounds Here we are In the maelstrom of love Waiting for the calm To soothe our hearts Here we are And don’t know how to stop Waiting for the war To end it all Love is insane and Baby We are too It’s our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds Love is insane and Baby We are too It’s our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds Here we are Right back where we began Waiting for sweet love With open arms Here we are Just like before Waiting for the warmth Of that tender storm Love is insane and Baby We are too It’s our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds (x4) ~†~ Heartache every moment From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I’m lost And no heaven can help us Ready, willing and able To lose it all For a kiss so fatal And so worn Oh it’s heartache every moment From the start ‘til the end It’s heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It’s heartache every moment Baby with you We sense the danger But don’t wanna give up There’s no smile of an angel Without the wrath of god Oh it’s heartache every moment From the start ‘til the end It’s heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It’s heartache every moment Baby with you My darling with you From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I am lost And we sense the danger But don’t wanna give up Oh it’s heartache every moment From the start ‘til the end It’s heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It’s heartache every moment with you That’s right ~†~ Lose You Tonight Don’t run away Cause I can’t live without you Please stay And I learn to love you right Cause I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I’ve been crying for you Die for you all this time Cause I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I’m not going to Lose you tonight Don’t run away I never wanted to hide you Please stay And I learn to treat you right Cause I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I’ve been crying for you Die for you all this time Cause I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I’m no going to Lose you tonight Cause I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I’ve been crying for you Die for you all this time I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I’m not going to Lose you tonight I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I’ve been crying for you Die for you all this time I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I’m not going to Lose you tonight I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life I’ve been crying for you Die for you all this time I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life I’ve been crying for you Die for you all this time I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life ~†~ In Joy and Sorrow Oh girl we are the same We are young and lost and so afraid There’s no cure for the pain No shelter from the rain All our prayers seem to fail In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms In world so hollow It’s breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms In world so hollow It’s breaking my heart Oh girl we are the same We are strong and blessed and so brave With souls to be saved And faith regained All our tears wipe away In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms In world so hollow It’s breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms In world so hollow It’s breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms In world so hollow It’s breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home’s in your arms In world so hollow It’s breaking my heart And my home’s in your arms And it’s breaking my heart My home’s in your arms And it’s breaking my heart ~†~ Pretending Love is a flame that can’t be tamed And though we are its willing prey, my Darling We are not the ones to blame Trust is a world all lovers know The glorious art of staining souls, my Darling We are not the ones to blame The more we have the more we want And the more it hurts our hearts, my Baby It always ends up in tears So keep on pretending Our heaven is worth the waiting Keep on pretending it’s alright So keep on pretending It will be the end of our craving Keep on pretending It’s alright When doubts arise the game begins The one we will never win, my Baby It always ends up in tears So keep on pretending Our heaven is worth the waiting Keep on pretending it’s alright So keep on pretending It will be the end of our craving Keep on pretending It’s alright So keep on pretending Our heaven is worth the waiting Keep on pretending it’s alright So keep on pretending It will be the end of our craving Keep on pretending It’s alright Love is a flame that can’t be tamed And though we are its willing prey, my Darling We are not the ones to blame ~†~ Close To The Flame The kiss sweetest And touch so warm The smile kindest In this world so cold and strong So close to the flame Burning brightly It won’t fade away And leave us lonely The arms safest And words all good The faith deepest In this world so cold and cruel So close to the flame Burning brightly It won’t fade away And leave us lonely So close to the flame Burning brightly Won’t fade away Leave us lonely Close to the flame Burning brightly Won’t fade away Leave us lonely ~†~ Please Don’t Let It Go We’re drifting apart But I want you to know Wherever you are I belong Love’s singing our song But we fail to sing along Wherever you go I will follow So please don’t let it Please don’t let it go Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go So please don’t let it Please don’t let it go Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go You try to be strong But you’re always so alone Whatever I do I do it wrong Death sings our song And we eagerly sing along Whatever you do I adore So please don’t let it Please don’t let it go Cause If you won’t let it I won’t let it go So please don’t let it Please don’ t le it go Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go Oh no Don’t let go of life Let go of love Let go of all we have Don’t let go of trust Let go of lust Let go of all we share So please don’t let it Please don’t let it go Cause If you won’t let it I won’t let it go So please don’t let it Please don’t le it go Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go So please don’t let it Please don’t let it go Cause If you won’t let it I won’t let it go Please don’t let it Please don’t le it go Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go Oh no So please don’t let it Please don’t let it go Cause If you won’t let it I won’t let it go ~†~ Beautiful Just one look into your eyes One look and I’m crying Cause you’re so beautiful Just one kiss and I’m alive One kiss and I’m ready to die Cause you’re so beautiful Just one touch and I’m on fire One touch and I’m crying Cause you’re so beautiful Just one smile and I’m wild One smile and I’m ready to die Cause you’re so beautiful Oh and you’re so beautiful My darling Oh you’re so beautiful You’re so beautiful Oh my Baby You’re so beautiful And you’re so beautiful Oh my Darling Oh my Baby And you’re so beautiful ~†~ Don’t Close Your Heart I know how it feels to be on your own In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone Where you are alone And tired of breathing It’s all going wrong And you just can’t stand the pain any more You’re too numb to believe in anything In anything Baby just don’t close your heart Baby just don’t close your heart Baby just don’t close your heart Darling don’t let me down I know how easy it is to let go Surrender to despair lurking at your door To lose your soul and all your feelings Strength all gone And so many things left unsaid And deeds undone You’ve stopped caring Cause it’s all in vain Baby just don’t close your heart Baby just don’t close your heart Baby just don’t close your heart Darling don’t let me down You are so alone And tired of breathing It’s all going wrong And you just can’t stand the pain Baby just don’t close your heart Baby just don’t close your heart Baby just don’t close your heart Darling don’t let me down Don’t let me down Don’t let me down Just don’t let me down ~†~ Love You Like I Do On my heart I’ll bear the shame No prayer can ease the pain No one will love you No one will love you the way I do No one will love you Love you like I do And there’s no escape Just countless mistakes No one will love you No one will love you the way I do No one will love you Love you like I do It will never be the same Witness trust fade away No one will love you No one will love you the way I do No one will love you Love you like I do No one will love you No one will love you the way I do No one will love you Love you like I do Love you like I do Love you like I do Love you like I do Love you like I do Buried Alive by Love Again the burden of losing rest Upon my shoulders And its weight seems unbearable Your tomb is where your heart is, I should have told her But within me hid a secret so terrible To cry is to know that you're alive But my river of tears has run dry I never wanted to fool you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murder, And fed the gods of war insatiable Your home is where the dark is, I should have told her And embraced the fire indestructible To die is to know that you're alive And my river of blood won't run dry I never wanted to lose you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile Oh, it seems to cry is to know that you're alive And my river of tears has run dry I never wanted to fool you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And a desert since all has gone A cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile I've been buried alive by love I've been buried alive by love Buried alive by love I've been buried alive by love I've been buried alive by love I've been buried alive by love ~†~ The Funeral of Hearts Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With it's glow so vulnerable and pale Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind The last rites for souls on fire Three little words and a question why Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you ~†~ Beyond Redemption Oh I see your scars I know where they from So sensually carved and bleeding until you're dead and gone I've seen it all before beauty and splendour torn It's when heaven turns to black and hell to white Right's so wrong and wrong's so right Now Feel it turning your heart into stone Feel it piercing your courageous soul You're beyond redemption And no one's is going to catch you when you fall Oh I see you crawl you can barely walk And arms wide open you keep on begging for more I've been there before knocking on the same door It's when hate turns to love and love to hate Faith to doubt and doubt to faith Now Feel it turning your heart into stone Feel it piercing your courageous soul You're beyond redemption And no one's is going to catch you when you fall ~†~ Sweet Pandemonium Today tomorrow seems so far away And the wait in vain, yeah So safe, in the blinding light of love unchained In yesterday's grave, yeah The truth that could set souls free Is buried within sweet pandemonium Concealed by disbelief The riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium Afraid that everything remains unchanged In this fragile dream, yeah Ashamed of the shattered remains Of promises made, yeah The truth that could set souls free Is buried within sweet pandemonium Concealed by disbelief The riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium Drained by the anger and grief Fazed by the envy and greed The secret cries for a release The lucidity hidden deep in sweet pandemonium The truth that could set souls free Is buried within sweet pandemonium Concealed by disbelief The riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium ~†~ Soul on Fire There's a flame that leads all souls astray No one's safe from its tender touch of pain And every day it's looking for new slaves To celebrate the beauty of the grave We are like the living dead Sacrificing all we have For a frozen heart and a soul on fire We are like the living dead Craving for deliverance With a frozen heart and a soul on fire Again we're falling for disgrace And hate will shelter us from the rain We are enslaved by the sacred heart of shame And gently raped by the light of day We are like the living dead Sacrificing all we have For a frozen heart and a soul on fire We are like the living dead Craving for deliverance With a frozen heart and a soul on fire Addicted to our divine despair The venom of the cross we bear The guilt will follow us to death We are like the living dead Sacrificing all we have For a frozen heart and a soul on fire We are like the living dead Craving for deliverance With a frozen heart and a soul on fire With a soul on Soul on Soul on Fire Soul on fire (x2) ~†~ The Sacrament I hear you breathe so far from me I feel your touch so close and real And I know My church is not of silver and gold, Its glory lies beyond judgement of souls The commandments are of consolation and warmth You know our sacred dream won't fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you I hear you weep so far from here I taste your tears like you're next to me And I know My weak prayers are not enough to heal Oh the ancient wounds so deep and so dear The revelation is of hatred and fear You know our sacred dream won't fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you You know our sacred dream won't fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you You know our sacred dream won't fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you ~†~ This Fortress of Tears No one can hurt you now In this haven safe and sound No one can save you now From this grace you are drowning in Just hold your breath on your way down This fortress of tears I've built from my fears - for you This fortress won't fall I've built it strong - for you No one can free you now From the chains around your heart Don't be afraid now Just dive in this emptiness And hold your breath on your way down This fortress of tears I've built from my fears - for you This fortress won't fall I've built it strong - for you No one can hurt you now In this haven safe and sound Just hold your breath on your way down This fortress of tears I've built from my fears - for you This fortress won't fall I've built it strong - for you This fortress of tears I've built from my fears - for you Believe me This fortress won't fall I've built it strong - for you ~†~ Circle of Fear Heartache's knocking on her door Shadows dance outside her window Tears keep falling on the floor As the world around her crumbles If you wanna save her Then first you'll have to save yourself If you wanna free her from the hurt Don't do it with your pain If you wanna see her smile again Don't show her you're afraid 'Cause your circle of fear is the same Love can be as cold as grave A one way ticket to endless sorrow An empire of gentle hate Today without tomorrow If you wanna save her Then first you'll have to save yourself If you wanna free her from the hurt Don't do it with your pain If you wanna see her smile again Don't show her you're afraid 'Cause your circle of fear is the same It's the circle of regret The circle of hate The circle of death Your circle of fear is the same Your circle of fear is the same If you wanna save her Then first you'll have to save yourself If you wanna free her from the hurt Don't do it with your pain If you wanna see her smile again Don't show her you're afraid 'Cause your circle of fear is the same Your circle of fear is the same (x4) ~†~ Endless Dark Softly the light shines in through Gates of grace on me and you Deceiving our restless hearts A flickering flame so serene Devours the night so we could see The fear we hold on to so strong But I know where I belong Away from your gods That heal all wounds and light This endless dark Endless dark This endless dark Lonely the light shines on you Through the gates of fire entombed Feeding on your love Weak is the blaze that kept me away From cruelty and tenderness embraced Saving my soul no more And I know where I belong Away from your gods That heal all wounds and light This endless dark Endless dark This endless dark And I know where I belong Away from your gods That heal all wounds and light This endless dark That heal all wounds Heal all wounds Heal all wounds and light This endless dark That shine on you and tame your burning heart That bury my truth right into your arms That worship the tomb of our forlorn love That heal all wounds and light This endless dark That heal all wounds and light This endless dark (x4) ~†~ The path There is no turning back from this unending path of mine serpentine and black it stands before my eyes to hell and back it will lead me once more it's all I have as I stumble in and out of grace I walk through the gardens of dying lights and cross all rivers deep and dark as the night searching for reasons why time would’ve passed us by With every step I take the less I know myself and every vow I break on my way towards your heart countless times I've prayed for forgiveness but Gods just laugh at my face and this path remains leading me into solitude’s arms I see through the darkness my way back home the journey seems endless but I'll carry on the shadows will rise and day will fall and a night drowns in dawn Amidst all the tears there is a smile that all angels greet with an envious song one look into stranger’s eyes and I know where I belong I walk through the gardens of dying lights and cross all rivers deep and dark as the night searching for reasons why time would’ve passed us by I see through the darkness my way back home the journey seems endless but I'll carry on the shadows will rise and day will fall and a night drowns in dawn the shadows will rise and day will fall and a night drowns in dawn ~†~ Bonus track: Love's requiem Confusion writhes around our hearts impatiently It drains the faith that lights the dark and sets us free From the chains of our war and the pain we once called love The poison of doubt enslaves our minds and we bleed We abandon the trust that kept us blind and disappear Under the crimson wings of hate where the lost are safe until they love again The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there And that hope will be our Love’s requiem We pray to the serpent of delight desperately The questions are answered and we try not to weep Until we are sure We’re suffering for Love In the dungeon of our dreams We’re so weak The promise made to be broken still Haunts our sleep We won’t open our eyes Afraid we would die for love Again The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there And that hope will be our Love’s requiem The salvation we seek will be waiting us there In the heart of darkness lonely and scared With a promise of death for our love For our love And now that we’re free From the chains of our dear love I’m lost - so lost The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there And that hope will be our Love’s requiem Take me into your arms And sing me your beautiful song Hold me until we’re one And sing me your beautiful song The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there And that hope will be our Love’s requiem Rebel yell (Composed by Billy Idol) Last night a little dancer came dancin' to my door Last night my little angel came pumpin' on the floor She said, come on, baby, I got a license for love And if it expires, pray help from above Because in the midnight hour, she cried more, more, more With a rebel yell, she cried more, more, more In the midnight hour, babe, more, more, more With a rebel yell, she cried more, more, more more, more, more She don't like slavery, she won't sit and beg But when I'm tired and lonely, she sees me to bed What set you free and brought you to me, babe What set you free, I need you here by me Chorus He lives in his own heaven Collects it to go from the 7-11 Well, he's out all night to collect a fare Just so long, just so long it don't mess up his hair I walked the walls for you babe A thousand miles for you I dried your tears of pain 666 times for you I'd sell my soul for you, babe For money to burn just for you I'd give you all and have none, babe Just-a just-a just-a just-a to have you here by me Chorus ~†~ Dark Sekret Love For a moment the world turns its back and you let me come closer though the hearts were filled with fear for this dark secret love O let the world turn its back and please let me come closer though the hearts filled with fear for this love Our 666 has got a name we burn in its flames again and again what is it our dark secret love? Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm, for love is strong as death and jealousy is cruel as the grave. The coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most blazing flame. I love you - I love you For a moment the world turns its back and you let me come closer though the hearts touched with joy Our 666 has got a name we burn in its flames again and again what is it our dark secret love? Our 666 has got a name we burn in its flames again and again what is it our dark secret love? ~†~ "I've crossed oceans of wine to find you" There was a time when I could breath my life into you One by one your pale fingers started to move And I touched your face and all death was erased And you smiled like an angel falling from heaven Just to be lift up again And you kissed my lips with those once cold fingertips You run me back to life and all things come to an end We don't have to pretend slowly we fall asleep And never wake up again We're so Christ like We're so lifelike Then a Christ We're so alive We're so lifelike Then a Christ In the grace of this love We rise in pain and death is not far away And soon we'll sleep and never wake up again There was a time when I could breath my life into you And all's been come to an end We don't have to pretend slowly we fall asleep We're Christ like So lifelike Then a Christ We're so lifelike So Christ like Then a Christ ~†~ Again I've seen You turned your back on life again And I've been here Your stumbling down worked smooth again And I feel Despair kissing our lips again And I feel Despair holding our hearts again yeah Will you see Me cry behind your back again Will you hear My heart beat's slow and down again And I feel Despair kissing our lips again And I feel Despair holding our hearts again I feel Despair kissing our lips again And I feel Despair holding our hearts again yeah Oh baby yes I feel Despair kissing our lips again And I feel Despair holding our hearts again And I feel Despair kissing our lips again And I feel Despair holding our hearts again yeah Despair holding our hearts again oho That's right Yeah And Love Said No Love's light blue led me to you Through the emptiness that had become my home Love's lies cruel introduced me to you And that moment I knew that I was out of hope Kill me, I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me, I cried and love said no Love's icy tomb dag open for you Lies in a cemetery that bears my name Love's violent tune from me to you Rips your heart out and leaves you bleeding With a smile on your face Kill me, I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me, I cried and love said no Love's light blue took me from you And that moment I knew I was out of hope...again ~†~ Solitary Man (Composed by Neil Diamond) Belinda was mine 'til the time That I found her holdin' Jim and lovin' him Then Sue came along Loved me strong That's what I thought But me and Sue That died too Don't know that I will But until I can find me A girl who'll stay and Won't play games behind me I'll be what I am A solitary man A solitary man I've had it to here being where love's a small world A part time thing, a paper ring I know it's been done Havin' one girl who loves you Right or wrong Weak or strong Don't know that I will But until I can find me A girl who'll stay and Won't play games behind me I'll be what I am A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man (x3) Borellus (Demo 1993) Essential salts of animals may Be so prepared and preserved That an ingenious man May have the whole Ark of Noah in his own Study and raise the fine shape of an animal Out of its ashes at his pleasures Ahhh Ahhh Oh Unhappy is he to whom the memories of childhood Bring only fear and sadness Oho yes lovely Wretched is he who looks back upon lone hours In vast and dismal chambers With brown hangings And maddening rows of antique books Watch them in twilight groves Oh in twilight groves Oh in twilight groves Ah By method from the essential salts Of human dust A philosopher may call up the shape Of any dead ancestor From the dust where into his body has been incinerated incinerated incinerated You're under pressure baby Christ has returned He's returning in every newborn child In every newborn child In every newborn child Essentials salts of animals may Be so prepared and preserved That an ingenious man May have the whole Ark of Noah in his own Study and raise the fine shape of an animal Out of its ashes at his pleasures You're under pressure baby Christ has returned He's returning in every newborn child You're under pressure baby Christ has returned He's returning in every newborn child In every newborn child ~†~ Hand of Doom (Lyrics: Black Sabbath) -From the single The Funeral of Hearts- What you gonna do? Time's caught up with you Now you wait your turn, you know there's no return Take your written rules, you join the other fools Turn to something new, now it's killing you First it was the bomb, Vietnam napalm Disillusioning, you push the needle in From life you escape, reality's that way Colours in your mind satisfy your time Oh you, you know you must be blind To do something like this To take the sleep that you don't know You're giving Death a kiss, Oh, little fool now Your mind is full of pleasure Your body's looking ill To you it's shallow leisure So drop the acid pill, don't stop to think now You're having a good time baby But that won't last Your mind's all full of things You're living too fast go out enjoy yourself Don't bottle it in You need someone to help you To stick the needle in, yeah Now you know the scene, your skin starts turning green Your eyes no longer seeing life's reality Push the needle in, face death's sickly grin Holes are in your skin, caused by deadly pin Head starts spinning 'round, you fall down to the ground Feel your body heave, Death's hands starts to weave It's too late to turn, you don't want to learn Price of life you cry, now you're gonna die!
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